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Friday, 16 April 2010
What makes a Mother!
I thought of you, and closed my eyes and prayed to God today, i asked ''What makes a Mother?'' and i know i heard him say ''a Mother has a baby'' this we know is true. But God can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you? ''Yes you can'' he replied with confidence in his voice, ''i give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice'' Some i send for a lifetime, and others for the day and some i send to fill your womb, but theirs no need to stay. I just dont understand this God i want my baby here, he took a deep breath and cleared his throat, and then i saw the tear. ''I wish that i could show you what your child is doing today'' if you could see your child smile with all the other children and say...........we go to Earth to learn our lessons of Love, Life and Fear. My mummy loved me oh so much i got to come straight here, i feel so lucky to have a mum who had so much love for me. I learned my lessons very quick my mummy set me free, i miss my mummy oh so much, but i visit her everyday when she goes to sleep on her pillows where i lay, i stroke her hair and kiss here cheek and whisper in her ear mummy dont be sad today, i'm your baby and i'm here. So you see my dear sweet ones, your children are okay. Your babies are born here in my home, and this is where they will stay, and on the day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother, its the feeling in your heart, its the love you had so much of right from the very start, though some on Earth may not realise untill their time is done they'll be up here with me one day, and you know what............Your the best Mum!
Leo, early twenties, in the most amazing realtionship with the most amazing man! He really is perfect, but i limit how much i say that to him! ha! Have a very small family but sooo close! My mummy is my best friend!
In a stable job....but not forever, hopefully going to uni in 2011 to do Midwifery, cannot wait! Definatley want a very sucessfull career!
In reality i spend alot of my time working, when im not i love to spend time with the fam and of course the boy and LOVE to shop!!
St tropez is my best friend, ha!
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